A moment for lifetime.

Nu imi place sfarsitul de an. Imi dau seama ca m-am schimbat mult in anul ce a trecut si nu m-as mai intoarce in timp..dar..nici acum nu e ok. Vreau ca o data macar sa fie cum vreau eu..sa ma simt bine la sfarsit de an si sa nu am regrete. Acum stiu decat ca am gresit mult..cel putin in ultimele luni. Si am vrut sa repar totul dar niciodata nu am putut.

Poate la anul o sa reusesc tot ce nu am reusit acum..

In the end we all say „I’m better off without him”. Well, we’re not. And this is shown in our every word and gesture eventhough we try to deny it.

I’ve cried my heart out for something I didn’t even want in the first place. And I don’t regret having you in my life ‘cause when you were here you rocked my world and you made me enjoy every minute of it. It was the story I never pictured I’d have. It was one of those things which are too good to be true..and you only realise what you had when it’s gone.I should have know..you told me all this from the beginning.

I would lie if i say I don’t want you back.But when it’s done..it’s done.All I have left is to smile everytime something reminds me of you. And I hope you do the same. It was great having you here..’cause you’re the cigarette and I’m the smoker..

„În rest, port în mine, fără să ştiu, un adevărat cimitir în care se află ceea ce am uitat că am văzut, că am auzit, că am fost.”

Best summer ever.Too bad the autumn changed our thoughts.Now all I know is..I want to go away.

Yea, I miss you like hell..

It’s like we’re up and down,down and up again..You make me feel alive when you hold me in your arms..you make me dream of a better day with every kiss.

The way you like to play with my hands..the way you look me in the eyes..the way we touch..the way you talk..the way you..walk away..

Poate ca inca sunt copil..sau doar tu ma faci sa ma simt asa. Daca stiam ca se va ajunge aici poate nu iti mai zambeam prima oara..

Nici tigara aia care trebuia sa ma calmeze nu si-a mai facut efectul..nici ploaia care curgea usor..nimic. Parca tocmai atunci totul imi amintea de tine. Si e greu sa crezi ca cineva se poate schimba in cateva ore..sau intr-o zi. Ziceam mereu ca mi-e frica, dar cel care nu a dovedit tarie de caracter ai fost tu. Dar ca de obicei a fost vina mea desi tu mi-ai zis ca totul va fi bine..si incepusem sa cred in tine..iar daca am invatat ceva in ultimul an a fost sa nu am incredere asa usor..

Someday you’ll be sorry..just like all the rest..

damn..

Passion. It’s a force so potent we still remember it long after it’s faded away. A drive so alluring it can push us into the arms of unexpected lovers. A sensation so overwhelming, it can knock down walls we’ve built to protect our hearts. A feeling so intense, it resurfaces even though we tried so hard to keep it buried. Yes, of all emotions, passion is the one that gives us a reason to live, and an excuse to commit all sorts of crimes.

Cam dese inceputurile  astea, la fel ca si finalurile. Conclusions again?

Chiar ma gandeam cat de ciudata a fost clasa a 12-a pana acum..prin cate am trecut, cate lucruri m-au intristat si cate m-au facut fericita. Pot sa spun ca nu a fost o perioada linistita desi poate aveam nevoie de asta pentru examene & stuff. Dar niciodata nu mi-a placut linistea si cam de asta ma bucur si de lucrurile mai putin obisnuite ale vietii.

Astept inceputul ala mare..cand o sa plec si atunci chiar o sa ma desprind de tot ce am trait aici. Asta doar in sufletul meu pentru ca in minte voi avea mereu toate momentele marcante de aici. Si atunci ma voi cunoaste mai bine..si pe tine te voi uita.Oricine ai fi tu.